why..?

hello everyone reading.
So, on Thursday night, I discovered a new talent I had always wanted to share. Apparently I can sing. I went to the Coffee Beanery and sang and got quite a few compliments. So, I guess thats a boost. But without being with the one you love and cant bare to live without..it just doesn't seem worth it or even matter. How can you be in love with someone so much? I didn't even know it was possible. And I thought love was suppossed to be such a happy, warm, fuzzy feeling. Guess that was a lie too.
Thanks for the lies.