A Squared T.

I cant understand why people act the way they do. I guess that shows my lack of understanding of the world. I can’t understand why people can wreak so much havoc on your life, and then walk away with no remorse. Im was completely out of sorts on this one. I wondered constantly how things would have been had I not even met this person. I would look at the wreck my life had become and how I was genuinely ruined from a single person. At a young age, I was forced to be someone I wasn’t ready to be and forced to see and face things a young girl should never know.
One day, you are sitting there going about your routine and then someone disrupts it. And you think that maybe this person will bring you to some pristine place of new horizons and novel thought, turning out to be a place where you squirm from the discomfort and cry about the memories.
I risked my whole being for this guy and what did I get? Nothing. All I could taste for a year was the salt from the tears streaming down my face every moment I thought about him. So many times, I received promises of a love that he was sure existed, of a promising future, only to find out that these promises were empty.
And sadly, it took me a year to realize that this guy only wanted my gender, not me. He took from me something I can never get back or give to anyone else as well as taking my innocence. I will never forget the day I truly changed. I began thinking like that of a brainless moron who could not see and push through the bullshit he spewed.
Yeah, I bet you are thinking this is just an entry to bitch about someone, but believe it or not, this one has a good message in the end.
A day in November, I met a kid. I met a kid who I thought was cute, but was too brainwashed to see anyone as more than just a figure. I thought I knew what I wanted. But I believe now that it takes someone to come into your life, making you think that truly gives you what you want. Im a strong believer that people walk into your life for a reason and walk into your life at the right moment for a reason. Turns out, this kid was one of the most intelligent people I had ever held a conversation with. He could make me smile, laugh, think, and feel legitimately smarter just by talking to him. December 15 was a day that changed my life. I know you are used to hearing all the high school bullshit; “I will marry him!” “He is my world!” But honestly, this is a person who saved me. I had no faith in the world before this guy entered my life. I lived by the thought that people weren’t genuinely good at heart and was only out to hurt you. But this guy saved me from living as that of a pessimist. I know this is cliché and similar to what every other person says to someone they truly care about, but it seems to make sense to me to say it.
Troy saved me.