So tonight, I went out with Colleen and Abby and I haven't felt that alive in a really long time. I forgot how good it felt to just roll down the windows and sing to your favorite songs. Yeah, that may sound stupid and cliche, but it doesn't matter at all.
And so, i pose a question. When you tell someone that you love talking to them and they reply with "i love talking", what the hell does that even mean? This person knows that Im head over heals for them and would do anything to play a major part in their life and they say something to me like that. I'm so confused on why people dont think before they speak. Its not hard to look out for people's feelings. But for some, i guess its just too much trouble.
I've been doing a lot more writing lately, and for that im excited. I havent really gotten back to that until recently when i realized that maybe i havent been thinking enough and that may be where all my problems stem from.
I wish you didnt have to realize some things. Like when you finally understand the fact that no matter what you do for someone and how much you are there for them, they will never see you in the way you pray and wish they did.
It astounds me every time. But I should be getting to bed. I have to work in the morning, followed by a lovely work meeting. So I will type tomorrw night if i even have an audience following this blog.
Goodnight world.
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