Weekend Love

Hello Boys and Girls!
Its Thursday night and Im rejoicing for the weekend. A lot of the weekend is bombardtment with work and what not, but other fun stuff too. On Saturday, I am going to a music festival with Brandon and can take some peeeeeectures. I'm really excited for that. I've come to realize something. That you dont always need someone to do huge things to make you feel like you are oh so important. It should be in the little things they do day to day, and not big things that they do every once in a while. I think thats how you really know if you mean a lot to the person. They dont have to buy you things or take you places, but just to give their time of you means more than anything else would. In other news, the old flame is burning out. Drifting in the right direction for once and that makes me happy. I'm learning...well re learning how to get back to who I used to be. I found some incredible lyrics by A Fine Frenzy that really communicated how I feel. And for those that actually do read this and care, please read on and if you know the situation, I would love your input.

He and I had something beautiful, But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last. I loved him so but I let him go 'Cause I knew he'd never love me back. Such pain as this Shouldn't have to be experienced. I'm still reeling from the loss, Still a little bit delirious. Near to you, I am healing But it's taking so long 'Cause though he's gone And you are wonderful It's hard to move on Yet, I'm better near to you.You and I have something different And I'm enjoying it cautiously. I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard To get back to who I used to be He's disappearing Fading suddelly. I'm so close to being yours. Won't you stay with me? Please Near to you, I am healing But it's taking so long'Cause though he's gone And you are wonderful, It's hard to move onYet, I'm better near to you.

...yeah...thought they were great too.